Video diary, day fourteen.

Happy All Hallow's Eve, everybody! Take a little time out of my least favorite holiday to watch this video of me talking and rambling, check out some quality music and maybe even read this (completely hypothetical; it was never actually written nor does it have a part in the story) short letter from one character to another. It's between Tammie's parents, who I am in love with, and I've been writing a lot of these as an exercise to get to know my characters a little better.

Music!
Stay Awake, by Lydia
Like Yesterday, by The Morning Of
I Wouldn't Mind, by He Is We (I'm seeing them on Saturday! Oh my gosh!)

Before you read the letter, I'd like you all to soak in this picture of me from yesterday. College has not improved my picture taking skills. I have a folder named "Cute Blogging", where I save all of these pictures, in case anyone was wondering.

Chariot,

You were always my favorite. And you never kept me from living my life, you stopped me from ending it. I've always loved that about you. I love that you made me feel strong when I wanted to wreck it all. I love everything you've ever done for me, and I just love you . Nothing in the world could ever change that.

Every single worthwhile thing I've ever done, I've done with you. I am so blessed to have had a friend like you, and even now you are by my side. Thanks for never giving up on me.

She's going to be fantastic. She'll finish what we started. And I hope she's like you, because the world might collapse if there's two of me running around. But I think she will be like you; no one could ever forget their “best daddy ever, even at night”.

I know it has to end, and that we're probably going to die trying to protect her. And I know you're worried that I'm upset because I won't be able to live my life. But I have lived and I have loved, and if I'm upset about anything it's about leaving our little girl, and that I won't be able to spend the fullness of my life with you. Man, this is sappy. Is this what maturing is like?

Dinja dinja, I'll love you forever.

Love,
Amity